I guess it's never easy. I used up all my balls when I confessed and now idk what's happening. Have a good night everyone. Be happy.
the wallflower
Thursday, 27 June 2013
Wednesday, 19 June 2013
Day 1 of camp
Been a while since I last blogged. My blog is pointless anyways. So I went to toa payoh safra for the o level boot camp yesterday (boot camp sounds weird huh) but anyways I wasn't expecting alot of people to go like maybe about 4 or 5 people?? Turns out that there were 12 of them so yay more friends haha and Gaby and Russell were there too! We did sciences for the first day so it's gonna be english tomorrow and maths for the following day and oral on Saturday. It was pretty fun I guess? Anything's better than staying home and not doing anything productive ahaha. And I'm pretty amazed at how friendly I was yesterday I was like talking to everyone (ok maybe except 2?) but I shall talk to everyone tomorrow :-) after the camp thing (it's a day camp) I took 31 home and the journey home was so freaking long!!!!!! I slept well though heheheh long bus rides are always fun and they make my butt sore and my legs hurt and I'm not gonna take 31 anymore lol I kid. I might take it home though but I think 8 goes to toa payoh safra too!! I didn't know what to eat when I reached tamp inter so I walked around tampines mall but I couldn't find anything and I went to tampines 1 and spent 40mins at cold storage (taking pictures of food that I wanted to buy but I couldn't bring myself to i have no idea why) pls don't judge me :-( I was like a loner for the night but I kinda liked it, I was happy at least? Finally I bought a donut from the interchange and went home. BORING BORING BORING. Sooooooo the haze has been pretty bad but I went for a run yesterday morning yay bc the psi was 80+ so I figured that it wasn't quite bad since the unhealthy range is 100 and above and THE PSI HIT 400+ YESTERDAY NIGHT idk whether to laugh or be sad or worried bc my whole twitter timeline was hilarious. Like all the haze jokes, the hashtags like #mustbethehaze omg rly funny!! Can't wait for day 2 of camp :-) have a great day everyone! (a few photos of mini adventure in cold storage and my face hehe)
Friday, 14 June 2013
Sweet nothings
This is why I gave up a long time ago. This is why I wished that I wouldn't fall for anyone ever again. This is pointless.
Saturday, 8 June 2013
Soon
"One day you'll find someone who'll love and accept you at your worst. One day you'll find someone who'll always think that you're beautiful no matter how ugly you think you are. One day you'll find someone who'll never give up on you no matter how troublesome you can get. One day you'll find true happiness."
Blessed
Well I admit that I tend to get disappointed with myself at times, and then I get all emotional and I'm just like fml and all. But sometimes, on the bright side, there are really many things that I'm thankful for.
Friday, 31 May 2013
Angst
(If you hate hearing/seeing people rage/rant, maybe you shouldnt read this)
Things I really can't stand:
1) People who spit on the ground, on grass patches, anywhere AND EVERYWHERE. It's just so annoying and disgusting like what happened to "clean and green singapore?!?!?!? Maybe it's just me, but everytime I see someone spit on the ground, I feel like telling the person off. Ok no don't underestimate me because I've done so before. And there was once when I saw this guy spitting at the sand play area where kids usually build their mini sandcastles at bedok reservoir. LIKE DO YOU EXPECT THOSE KIDS TO USE YOUR SALIVA INSTEAD OF WATER TO BUILD THEIR SANDCASTLES?!?? It's unattractive to spit ok, very unattractive. I would slap you if I know that you spit in public places whenever you feel like it.
2) People who "reserve" their seats with packs of tissue paper. Ok honestly, I don't give a shit about how much those packs of tissue paper costed you. If I see them on the table in places like hawker centres or fast food restaurants, thanks for the tissue you just saved me a few cents/dollars. Like seriously, what if I were to throw a packet of tissue paper into your house and come back 15mins later? If you wanna reserve seats whatsoever, leave a goddamn human there. Anyone, like a kid or an elderly or maybe even you. If you happen to be alone, then look for a seat after you've bought your food. Oh and please, don't EVER leave your handbag on the table to reserve that seat. Too rich already right.
3) People who don't join the queue for buses at the interchange but instead wait at the side and when the bus comes, they rush in first. WHERE ARE YOUR MANNERS?!
4) Senior citizens who think that they can cut queues just because they're older. Not trying to be rude here but, honestly, everyone should be fair when it comes to queuing up. I don't care if you're 3 or 30 or 83 or whatsoever, you're gonna queue up. And no you're not gonna tell me "I only have one item to buy, can I pay first?" NO NO NO NO NO.
5) Whenever I take the bus home after a run, and people look at me like as if I'm carrying a bomb or something. Just because I'm sweaty I can't take the bus?! Oh I'm sorry I didn't know that, the next time someone gives me the weird stare when I take the bus after my run, I won't hesitate to fall on the person so that he/she will be covered in MY sweat too.
6) When I wear my scarf out (the one for religious purposes) and someone asks me "wah you not hot ah?" NO BITCH IM FABULOUS AND THERE'S AIRCON IN MY SCARF.
7) People who blast their music in buses. I just can't stand it.
8) When girls are upset/down or maybe they just keep quiet, and some guys would be like "is it the time of the month?" LIKE WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? WHAT TIME OF THE MONTH? Or when they say things like "are you seeing red?" "Is it pms?" "did you stain your skirt?" WHAT THE HECK MAN DOES IT MEAN THAT EVERYTIME IM ANGRY WITH SOMETHING OR SOMEONE IM ON MY PERIOD?! Stop, ok. Stop.
9) When I'm queuing up for the toilet/cubicle, and someone else asks me "can I use the toilet first? very urgent leh" then what about me?! What if I told you my pee is on the verge of flowing out already?
10) People who shout/talk very loudly to attract attention. I just can't.
Things I really can't stand:
1) People who spit on the ground, on grass patches, anywhere AND EVERYWHERE. It's just so annoying and disgusting like what happened to "clean and green singapore?!?!?!? Maybe it's just me, but everytime I see someone spit on the ground, I feel like telling the person off. Ok no don't underestimate me because I've done so before. And there was once when I saw this guy spitting at the sand play area where kids usually build their mini sandcastles at bedok reservoir. LIKE DO YOU EXPECT THOSE KIDS TO USE YOUR SALIVA INSTEAD OF WATER TO BUILD THEIR SANDCASTLES?!?? It's unattractive to spit ok, very unattractive. I would slap you if I know that you spit in public places whenever you feel like it.
2) People who "reserve" their seats with packs of tissue paper. Ok honestly, I don't give a shit about how much those packs of tissue paper costed you. If I see them on the table in places like hawker centres or fast food restaurants, thanks for the tissue you just saved me a few cents/dollars. Like seriously, what if I were to throw a packet of tissue paper into your house and come back 15mins later? If you wanna reserve seats whatsoever, leave a goddamn human there. Anyone, like a kid or an elderly or maybe even you. If you happen to be alone, then look for a seat after you've bought your food. Oh and please, don't EVER leave your handbag on the table to reserve that seat. Too rich already right.
3) People who don't join the queue for buses at the interchange but instead wait at the side and when the bus comes, they rush in first. WHERE ARE YOUR MANNERS?!
4) Senior citizens who think that they can cut queues just because they're older. Not trying to be rude here but, honestly, everyone should be fair when it comes to queuing up. I don't care if you're 3 or 30 or 83 or whatsoever, you're gonna queue up. And no you're not gonna tell me "I only have one item to buy, can I pay first?" NO NO NO NO NO.
5) Whenever I take the bus home after a run, and people look at me like as if I'm carrying a bomb or something. Just because I'm sweaty I can't take the bus?! Oh I'm sorry I didn't know that, the next time someone gives me the weird stare when I take the bus after my run, I won't hesitate to fall on the person so that he/she will be covered in MY sweat too.
6) When I wear my scarf out (the one for religious purposes) and someone asks me "wah you not hot ah?" NO BITCH IM FABULOUS AND THERE'S AIRCON IN MY SCARF.
7) People who blast their music in buses. I just can't stand it.
8) When girls are upset/down or maybe they just keep quiet, and some guys would be like "is it the time of the month?" LIKE WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? WHAT TIME OF THE MONTH? Or when they say things like "are you seeing red?" "Is it pms?" "did you stain your skirt?" WHAT THE HECK MAN DOES IT MEAN THAT EVERYTIME IM ANGRY WITH SOMETHING OR SOMEONE IM ON MY PERIOD?! Stop, ok. Stop.
9) When I'm queuing up for the toilet/cubicle, and someone else asks me "can I use the toilet first? very urgent leh" then what about me?! What if I told you my pee is on the verge of flowing out already?
10) People who shout/talk very loudly to attract attention. I just can't.
Thursday, 30 May 2013
TGIF
(the date written for all the posts on my blog is screwed up)
It's Friday fridaaaaaaayyyyyy anyways no school today /silently thanks temasek/ and I'm gonna meet my darling Xin Xuan soon at 11 for lunch because she's bored and I'm bored and we need to grab lunch and some stuffs. So yesterday, I found out that gong cha, koi, each a cup and another bubble tea outlet (which I can't rmmb bcos I can't be bothered to, I'm sorry heh) has certified that their pearls are safe for consumption!!!! I was so happy I started smiling at the cashier she probably thought I was a creep for a while. And I bought donut for dinner since I was too lazy to eat proper food but I shall stuff myself with food later on bcos I skipped breakfast too. No, I'm not on a diet I'm just trying to eat lesser (that's still not a diet) but I figured that the more I eat, the more I'll (shit) and I hate the school's toilet so I'd rather not. Furthermore, I'll have more time to study if I eat less (chey step) and I've decided to not DSA!!!! I just wanna prove myself by trying to enter a JC (hopefully if not then poly ah) but my raw score so yep no DSA it shall be. And I kinda dislike shooting lol. Went for a run this morning (like an hour ago?) and dunman sec was having their cross country there! But they ran the opposite direction so I couldn't (try) to compete with anyone.....but yesterday I ran 2.5km with my super fast dad but after that I gave up so I slowed down and he ran ahead of me but it was a good experience cos my dad is like rly rly rly fast although he keeps saying that he's slow (liar) haha so his pace is quite fast and consistent so ----achievement unlocked---- June hols kinda started alrdy but there's school nothing new cos it's our Os this year and we have to work hard yada yada yada but no hols for me for the first two weeks thanks for sciences and coursework and my beloved amath we're gonna have an amath camp how exciting is that man I'm not kidding :) Have a great day everyone!!
It's Friday fridaaaaaaayyyyyy anyways no school today /silently thanks temasek/ and I'm gonna meet my darling Xin Xuan soon at 11 for lunch because she's bored and I'm bored and we need to grab lunch and some stuffs. So yesterday, I found out that gong cha, koi, each a cup and another bubble tea outlet (which I can't rmmb bcos I can't be bothered to, I'm sorry heh) has certified that their pearls are safe for consumption!!!! I was so happy I started smiling at the cashier she probably thought I was a creep for a while. And I bought donut for dinner since I was too lazy to eat proper food but I shall stuff myself with food later on bcos I skipped breakfast too. No, I'm not on a diet I'm just trying to eat lesser (that's still not a diet) but I figured that the more I eat, the more I'll (shit) and I hate the school's toilet so I'd rather not. Furthermore, I'll have more time to study if I eat less (chey step) and I've decided to not DSA!!!! I just wanna prove myself by trying to enter a JC (hopefully if not then poly ah) but my raw score so yep no DSA it shall be. And I kinda dislike shooting lol. Went for a run this morning (like an hour ago?) and dunman sec was having their cross country there! But they ran the opposite direction so I couldn't (try) to compete with anyone.....but yesterday I ran 2.5km with my super fast dad but after that I gave up so I slowed down and he ran ahead of me but it was a good experience cos my dad is like rly rly rly fast although he keeps saying that he's slow (liar) haha so his pace is quite fast and consistent so ----achievement unlocked---- June hols kinda started alrdy but there's school nothing new cos it's our Os this year and we have to work hard yada yada yada but no hols for me for the first two weeks thanks for sciences and coursework and my beloved amath we're gonna have an amath camp how exciting is that man I'm not kidding :) Have a great day everyone!!
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