Sentosa with 4/7

Went to RWS with 4/7 yesterday!! Went to gamble and went for the rides at USS and shopped and no we did none of those stated. Ok sorry this is so lame. Anyways, we went to Maritime Museum for a learning journey. Err I pay attention throughout the whole thing but it was just for us to see the place cos we're gonna have to bring a sec 1 class there and guide them, plus we have to create worksheets for them. Zzz that's the worst part. But my group's actually planning to play running man with them HAHA we're obsessed with running man, ok no maybe just me. Maybe not obsessed la, I just rly enjoy watching it. Sooooo, yep we went around the whole place, actually the museum isn't that big so we didn't roam around much, and we only had like 3hrs there? The whole thing was quite short and there was a gelato shop in the museum but the ice cream was so expensive......so after the learning journey, me Siqi xinxuan and lokbin went to udders ~*~*~*~*~ haven't tried udders before actually so that was my first time and it's super good!! But we didnt manage to finish the whole thing cos it was too sweet hehehe, overall it was worth it :) Rly enjoyed yesterday and I skipped cca cos of the learning journey heheheh happy guuuurl.
Today has been good too, schl was boring as usual but we had a free perio hoho thanks to 4/5 n 4/6 bcos they had oral before recess so english lesson was cancelled and I watched running man during the free period. I was like laughing to myself hahaha embarrassing much but I couldn't help it!! Oh and my malay teacher told me that I should appeal for hml bcos my hml paper was quite well done although I thought it wasn't my best but I submitted my appeal letter hopefully they'll let me advance to sec 4 hml!! After schl today I went to tamp with xx sq and lb! Had milk tea w ice cream, went to get a folder for my journal, spent so much money on schl stuff sigh I'm almost broke. O wells but I managed to go for a run so the day ended off rly well. Lotsa pictures ahead mmmmhm x

Good for nothing

I feel like a fucking shitty douchebag right now nobody will ever understand me everyone looks down on me what good am i of

12 01 13

Thursday:
Couldn't concentrate during lessons throughout the whole day bcos I was super anxious about my O level malay results. Was damn nervous during dnt I barely listened to the teachers. Went to the hall and listened to the teachers announce the students who got 6distinctions or more. Shuqi stood up!!! So happy for her :-) And then I got back my results. Cried and cried and thanks to Vivian and Atikah, I don't feel so bad about my results anymore. Missed an A by 1, I got a B3 instead. I'm confident abt my malay paper but I know my oral was shit. Half of the oral was in english urgh whatever it's over anyways. So yep I'll have to appeal to stay in higher malay. Sobs and to appeal, I'll have to write a letter to the P. fookin hell. I went to T1 with Xin Xuan after school to get some food and more food heheh she needed to buy some stuff so we went to daiso and bought snacks. Then we settled down outside urban write and bought bbt from each a cup and ate our snacks. I swear I felt so aunty-ish but whatever yolo. (wait, that was on wednesday, urgh whats wrong with me) So anyways on thursday, i went to bedok point with Xin xuan after collecting the results to celebrate i guess? haha we ate and walked around (as usual) and then i had to rush for tuition after that and I almost fell asleep sigh what's new right.

Friday:
I absolutely love Fridays!!! The slackest day of the whole week with only 2hrs of english (I like english nowzzzz), alive lesson and math followed by ftct. Lulz idek why I volunteered to run for x country hahahaha nobody wanted to run anyways. There was cca tryouts after school for the sec ones, me and Atikah were in charge of the sec two boys who were reaching the sec ones at the firing bays. It was fun!!! The sec two boys aren't idiotic anymore they're more matured hahaha I had to supervise Sean, Francis, Zantyn/Brayden and Gi Yen and luckily there were good!!! Tsk mr soh was sick and as usual, he scolded alot. But whatever. So the tryouts ended pretty late and by the time I got home, I only had like 25mins to bathe and eat and get dressed for tuition. Zzzzz and tuition.....I came at like 8.35. Bshenabehvrjsuevanir there was an empty seat next to him and idek why I sat next to someone else I hate myself so much ok!!!!! It's like every single time I have a choice of seating or my tutor asks me to sit next to him, idk why I'll sit somewhere else!!!! It's frustrating and something is def wrong with me. Ah well I shall wait for the next opportunity heheheh.

Saturday:
GOT MA EDUSAVE AWARD NIGGAS but it was a waste of time having to go all the way to tamp park. But it was worth it cos I got my money hohoho~ Went to orchard after that idk what for cos I was asleep in the car (lol typical me) and by the time I woke up we were home alr. Went for a jog after that and it rained sooooo heavily, I ran in the rain anyways haha nothin can stop me lol took the bus back after that an I was drenched hahaha it was so awkward standing in the bus cos I was drenched head to toe. Fetched my sis after I bathed and went to eat at tamp inter and then we walked around aimlessly and I found a clip to keep my fringe in place haha ok that's lame.
WANNA WATCH PITCH PERFECT ON FUNSHION BUT MY EYES ARE GONNA CLOSE SOON. so gdnight :-)

09 01 13

Malay Os results tomorrow!! Idk how to feel. I didn't give my all for sure. Sometimes I hate myself for completing the Malay Os for the sake of getting over it.

Anyways, just got home and I'm partially drenched, it's been raining so heavily for the past few days. Went to tamp with Xin Xuan just now to get some stuff and lots of food heheheh we even sat outside urban write and ate~~ Today's been pretty good, chem test was fine, malay wasn't boring cos we watched a movie, lit was......okay I guess. Oh and my english teacher is Mdm Sharifah yay!!! She's super cool, hipsta and she doesn't know anything about our english homework I love her hahaha. Yesterday's shooting trials was abgejsvhrnd I raged in front of a group of sec ones bcos a sec one boy was getting on my nerves, urgh the younger generation is screwed up. That aside, I'm already starting to feel the pressure for sec 4! O levels in 10months and coming to think of it, it's now or never, I can't afford to screw things up. Sigh and I have a dnt homework due tomorrow but I can't seem to do it bcos the malay Os are stuck in my mind....I'm kinda nervous bcos I don't wanna drop HML :( I can't believe I'm saying this actually I used to hate HML soooooo much I guess it's too late now. Won't be surprised if I don't do well and I get shirty results tomorrow. Well that's all for now bye x