Bliss

Today, a friend asked me why I never told anyone about my personal life. Truth is, I have never trusted anyone fully. Then, my friend asked why I don't trust people. My answer: it's hard for people not to judge. (just something I felt like saying)

Anyways, today I've decided to reflect on 2012. Such a lame thing to do but I can't think of anything else to blog about. If you happen to not like reading alot of words, then just exit this page whatsoever. So last year when I received the streaming results and I got into 3/7, my heart shattered, I have to be honest. Then, I tried appealing for another subject combi and when my appeal wasn't a success, I was partially devastated (is there even such a thing?) But when 2012 began, I started to appreciate my class and was super thankful that I didn't get into the combi that I appealed for. Life in 3/7 was really good. One of the best class I've been in. Great bonding, great people. Well some people look down on us but screw them. My academic results improved alot too. Maybe the combi that I'm taking this year suits me well and the learning environment is pretty good for me. 3/7 might not be the quietest class but somehow I like lessons with them. I did fairly well for the first half of the year which motivated me to do better for the second half and I improved. Plus, the people I don't get along with aren't in my class this year. And I've been more focused. Last year was horrible. I was too carefree and I cared too much about other people. Our 3/7 outing on 7november was a blast too! I don't usually take part in class outings whatsoever (I'm anti social) but I'm glad I attended this one. I also realized that I bottle up my feelings alot too this year. Don't really rely on my friends to listen to my problems bcos I've had too many past experiences when people turned their backs on me. I'm a hopeless romantic too, I can't get into relationships etc bcos when I fall for someone, I'll end up liking the person for years and the person I like doesn't even talk to me (explains the state I'm in rn but f everything) I'm glad I met people like Xin Xuan, Siqi, (I've known lok bin for 3 years), people whom I could count on. x
I used to be a pessimist but now I look at the bright side of things. And I'm more fit this year!!!!!!!! Aha from 25pts to 28pts hehe not trying to boast but it's quite an achievement. Cheers to a better year ahead for me and to everyone reading this post!! (if there are) gotta start doing my homework now bye x
-btws here's a picture for all those teachers who threaten to send us for detention if we don't complete the work they give us :-)