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It's 12.14am and I'm still up because I just completed my homework (I'm so proud of myself) and yep I actually did my malay homework which is a miracle because I figured that I shouldn't give up on malay. And now I'm on my bed, unable to fall asleep sooooooo since I haven't actually blogged properly in a while, and since I have the time, why not!
Soooo, the march holidays were like last week and I'm still in the holiday mood because last week was jam packed man!
Monday- training till 12+ and then I went to eat with the shooters at the airport and rushed to get presents after that. Had a curfew but I came home like 3hrs later and I didn't get scolded haha
Tuesday- SYOF and I screwed up haha what's new man I always screw it up to the extend that it's a norm alrdy but this time it affected me so badly because I just lost hope in myself and I cried after the shoot, celebrated my sister's birthday after that and it was Atikah's birthday too so I have her a gift and a card (which I hand made myselfffff)
Wednesday- "REST DAY" but I was just so tired so i did some dnt stuff and then slept for the rest of the day | pig |
Thursday- Training till 1+ and then we had a club meeting blah blah and went out to eat with Poh Sim, Hazel, Kendrick and Lionel after that at Century Sq! Didnt have the energy to do anything else after that and I skipped tuition (yay)
Friday- "make up training" for Saturday because I just refuse to attend trainings during the weekends. Trained till like 1030 hahahaha didn't train for long because I'm just too worn out, went to meet Hazel at Tanah Merah with Lionel after training and we studied at the airport. Rly productive! Tuition at night I could hardly stay awake because I was too tired by then~
Saturday- Went for a good run in the morning and bought the stuff I need for dnt! Completed like half of the homework I have and did my dnt model, pretty productive!
Sunday- went for a run in the morning and then my dad brought me and my sis to art friend at brasbasah for fun hahaha we bought some stuff too! and I got myself a new bag for school haha a bigger one too! Went for tuition after that and then completed a quarter of my homework and slept at 2am haha I've never done that before and I was sooooooooooo tired the next morning:(

So yep that was how I spent my hols! Pretty boring, my life is so dull now, Os are this year and im screwing everthing up now! Not to mention I failed combined humanities and higher malay. Some people would just be like "how do you fail malay?!??" Piss off man sorry for not being an all rounder -_- 16 for l1b5 so that sucks because I did rather well for my other subjects but thanks to malay and humans.....whatever. Nationals in 2weeks time and I can't believe I'm looking forward to it!!!! We can stand down after that YESSSAAAA but I'll definitely miss the shooters:( So much work to do nowadays I barely my time for myself so yup I rely on the people I'm comfortable with to make my day (idk how to say it) Ahh I should sleep soon or else I'll be late for morning training zzzzz gdnight!!