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These few days have been really crappy. Got back my results:
English- 59 (C5)
E Math- 86 (A1)
Physics/Chem- 72 (A2)
Higher malay- 53 (C6)
A Math- 69.44444444 (B3....imaginary A2)
SS + Elective Lit- 43 (E8)
DNT- ???? (But I failed theory 48/100)

My L1R5 is really shitty though haha not expecting much, just probably not firing squad. Hopefully my journal portion for dnt will pull up my grade for dnt!! Failed the theory paper (as usual) but my journal seems pretty decent? We'll just see haha. ANYWAYS MY LOVE FOR 4/7 HAS GROWN SO MUCH BECAUSE WE FAILED SS TOGETHER I LOVE ALL OF YOU HAHA the whole class got f9 except Matthew who managed a d7 haha thanks though matthew, for pulling up our class msg from 9 to 8.95 we love you x) Ahahaha lit did wonders to my humanities grade though from a 9 to an 8. That's quite good alrdy actually considering the fact that I've been stagnant on a 9 for combined humanities for the past idk how long??? And I missed a freaking A2 by 0.6% I know this is rather inappropriate to complain about bcos I know some people didnt pass but idk I just feel really upset with myself I had sooooo many careless errors throughout the whole paper but paper2 was rather pleasing mhmm :)

That aside! I've been feeling really low for the past week. Oh and my left eye had been twitching alot lately. I googled it and experts say that if your left eye twitches, you're either really stressed and you wanna cry. So I cried to my heart's content yesterday for no apparent reason actually bcos I wanted my eye to stop twitching how stupid was that bcos my left eye is still twitching and no I'm not gonna cry anymore!!! And on a side note, I hate getting emotionally attached to someone (tryna act cool here and use a diff phrase/word/idk) Like I've been thinking alot and honestly, who in the right mind would fall for me???? Like srsly I'm a lazy pig who doesn't even wanna study and I'm just like "I'm hungry" or "I'm sleepy" or "I'm bored" 98% of the time everyone gets bored of me all the time heheheh so maybe I shld give up hope on everything. No not everything I meant like I shldnt like anyone anymore? This is stupid. I'm sleepy (mhmm) gdnight imaginary people who read this