Silent nights

One more paper to go and I'm done with this mid years! Kinda want to celebrate after the papers but I don't feel like watching a movie or stuffing myself with food to 'celebrate'. I've got so many plans for the June hols but I've decided that I should study during the hols. I even came up with a short (and incomplete) bucket list. Haha kinda early I know but I should start now since I'm still young (chey)
Paper ends at 1.30 tomorrow and I feel like doing something really fun bcos I actually intend to skip tuition i need a break man. But I figured that no one would actually bother to listen to the plans that I have maybe bcos they're just too lame or embarrassing idk. Sigh I really miss the times in sec1 when I could just text farisha to ask if she was free the next day or even just have impromptu trips to the supermarket with her after school to get some food and drinks and just go crazy. And she didnt judge me when I got high haha it was really fun back then. Good things really don't last I guess. Now, people (or even my friends, close friends) would just be like "crazy" when I tell them my plans to relax and just let loose. They'll judge me and laugh and say stuff like "idk you". It's sad haha I've actually spent a few nights pondering about this but maybe it's just me. I'm just not normal and there are just so many things I wanna do but hey, "girls can dream" x) So idk what I wanna do tomorrow after the exams. I'm tired of the old "lets watch a movie" or "lets eat" thing. I'll just see how things go. Have a great evening/night :)